So I know I've been lacking in my blog posts lately. I sent out a shocker because I was angry and then decided I needed to take a break on the blog for my own sake. Life sometimes does that; its shocks us when we least expect it. It makes us hurt and suffer and downright feel like crawling in a hole for a really long time. I've felt sick physically, emotionally, and mentally. I've been unsure of who I am and what I stand for in certain areas of life. I've felt alone and isolated. At the heart of it all, it's my faith in Jesus that has gotten me through. There's no judgement or whispers about me coming from him. No missed expectations. God doesn't look down on us and think what a huge disapointment we are or how damaged we are. And I know from being a child of God, that I am not damaged goods. He doesn't make mistakes and he doesn't make damaged goods. So my point is that trauma really messes with your brain, your innermost being, your relationships, and mostly how you feel about yourself. Trauma is a beast, it is one of the worst things that can happen to someone as far as I'm concerned and it runs rampant in the world because there are alot of nasty things going on out there. PTSD has affected me for a long time, and it is affecting me more now then it has in a long time. But, I will stick to my faith and know the promises God has made and who he knows I am. If you are suffering in any way I just encourage you to cry out to Jesus. Literally just open your heart to him. Pray about it. Be thankful for what is going good. Even if its something super simple. Remember..Jesus loves you. If you are a non-believer, Jesus still loves you and wants to know you.
I will plan to continue with this blog, because it is important to me and it has helped alot of people with chronic health issues similar to the ones I have. I hope that people will continue to read and learn. Thank you for being loyal readers!